I feel really quite stressed.
I'm doing like revision etc just now - well attempting - because I feel like I have to (well not right now - distracted again.) and I just feel really panicky.
I'm shit at all my subjects - can't even do french now a days because I have let everyhting slip and mrs millar is an asshole - and if I were any good at ebglish I would have passed personal study like everyone else. Except Callum :( failures.
AND fucking 3rd years, I could have them all, every single one but they make me so angry. I'm getting pissed just thinking about them. I mean who do they think they are? I don't see why anyone is interfereing because the only people any of this involves are me and Kyle. Not even Sophie. Why? Because she got binned like 3 weeks ago. If she knew Kyle at all she would know he moves fast.
This is really horrible but there have been alot of people before her and there are going to be alot of people after her too so get a grip. What, did she expect them to stay together forever and get married and live till they were 100? No, don't be so fucking stupid. I know me and Kyle will be finished at some point. Know why?
Because nothing lasts forever. Get over yourself.
But its not even her! It's all her fucking little friends. Kirsty fucking piece of shit Gallegher (sp?) keeps like giving me evils and smirking at me its like WTF?
KIRSTY, YOU ARE A TANK WITH STUPID AND UNCONTROLLABLE HAIR.
So Fuck Right Off.
God I'm annoyed.
And Megan fucking adie.
Hayley phoned her today at work and on the phone she was like, "Hayley, I have a story for you when you get home blah blah blah" and Hayley made her tell it to her. So yes OBVIOUSLY it was about me as they have no lives of their own and have to talk about someone THEY DONT EVEN KNOW.
Some girl called Lisa shouted slut at me in the corridor the other day apparently.
Ok, number 1, she can't of shouted it very loud because I didnt hear it.
Number 2, if they knew me as well as they all think then they would know that if I had heard I would have shouted right back. Knobs.
Number 3, WHO IS LISA?? I dont even know who she is but she thinks its ok to shout at me in the corridor?
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRL.
can you tell I'm a little bit pissed about all of this?
Who do they think they are?
In fact no, this sounds well OTT but, how dare they.
I would never ever have shouted at some 5th year I have never spoken to before just because a friend got ditched by her boyfriend.
what i dont get is, why is it me taking all of this shit? I wasn't the one who dumped Sophie - it was Kyle. But of course they are all like in love with him. It's not as if he is a fucking god or anything FFS. But apparently, and I quote, "it makes them look good to hang around with a 5th year guy"
Oh yeah, superrrrr mature.
Fucking 3rd years.
Ok, its only 2 years - i was 15 when i met Murat who was 17 - but the difference maturity-wise between 14 and 16 is IMMENSE. Absolutely huge.
Jesus.
If Sophie has a problem with me then she can say so, but she hasnt said anythign to me. all her fucking bitches have.
but they are VERY brave behind my back, but obviously not so mcuh to my face. They couldnt even shout audibly enough at me in a crowded corridor - from a distance.
So immature.
So completely immature.
so immature it gives me rage.
I also find it pathetic that not only am I fighting OVER A GUY, but fighting over a guy with 14 YEAR OLDS.
FOR FUCKS SAKE.
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